Until You Love Yourself
My week has been wonderful.
Classes back to back, gossiping while doing an experiment and of course, I have the coolest Moral Education lecturer ever! Oh yeah, she's Ms Yegnese. I even tried dolling up for the sake of boredom but I guess it was kind of minimum make up that doesn't appear appealing in the pictures (refer below). That's not it! I even have this so-called ombre hair color that doesn't even compliment my face. At all. I look even more miserable. I think I whine like a bitch. Pun intended.
Look at this picture!
I look so innocent, timid and unappealing in many ways. Maybe the high cheekbones did make some part of the whole natural beauty but in this 21st century, everything needs to be perfected. However, there's no such thing as a perfect person if you ask me. The whole society is pure judgmental and harsh. Who are we to go against if we would want to be a part of it? Studying Moral Education is basically just shaping yourself into a different perspective that is no longer you. That's a shame. I wouldn't give it all to be someone else's perfect puppet. I need my own originality, thank you.
Ohh look! My visible dark circles can't wait to be a part of this picture, too :(
Anyways,
Deena is turning 8 in six days! I am stoked. That fatty bum bum is e-i-g-h-t already?
Yes, she's a camwhore freak. I can't blame her especially her own sister takes 100 shots of her self and only post 3 min. pictures on the internet. I look so innocent with my black hair.
Did I mention taking a chance earlier? I did yesterday and I guess it must have been a superb drastic change I have ever done ...
wait for it ...
wait for it, already ...
Voila !
So-called blonde. As you notice the picture above, I was trying on whether to go just plain eyeliner below my waterline or average eyeliner. Then again, I was quite hesitate to even go on full make up fear looking like a hooker. The thing is, I have to draw my eyeliner brown every single day. Like shading my own black eyebrows into brown is cray cray is you ask me.
With slight brown brow liner, black eyeliner, blusher, nude lipstick and compact powder ...
Tadaa ! I look old. Old enough to enter casino, clubs and so forth.
A hairband helps to retain the youth. Maybe.
I gotta go but have a great weekend!
Dare to take a chance of changes.
That's my bro, by the way.
xoxo
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