Charlie, You Are A Wallflower
I have been reading this book, lately.
It has soft porn in it (see? I gave you insights of it) and as a woman who is turning 20 in a few months, it is completely normal to read or even hear stuff like this. I remember this one time I asked about their first experience on doing oral sex, a friend named X said it was nice but it would be better to receive than doing it. Then I witnessed the part where I stated, 'Oh it's 69 days' out of blue or something, my brother would give me this weird look. You know I hardly hear guys being virgins, that includes my boyfriend who is no longer one. In fact, he was proud of it and barely even remember when he lost it - he did say he lost it after 18 or something. Pretty legal yet normal for us 21st century generations. Girls, on the other hand, is different. If you had sexual intercourse, you are now a renowned slut. As for virgins, you're a fucking frigid nun. One embarrassing incident was when I saw huge roosters but it's a male rooster so I said out loud, 'What a big cock!'. That got my brother laughed and told my boyfriend about it. Then them both started laughing even more. I guess I know now how dirty-minded they are. Relevantly, in fact. You may feel disgusted hearing words like blowjob, hand-job whatever job there is but believe me, it's like hearing someone swore for the first time and getting used to it after sometime.
My point is,
Knowing a little of these things is just phrase of growing up.
That doesn't mean you have to change who you are, it's just knowledge like the calculus formula that doesn't apply in your life.
If you will excuse me,
I have an assignment regarding on an international leader that I admire which I chose Abraham Lincoln.
Have a great Weekend!
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